A lot of blogs and websites have commented on this Malaysia’s 2.0 rally, BBC, The Economist and the likes have covered it. Approximately 50,000 people marched bravely on the streets of KL.They marched for basic human rights, for righteousness, for family, for friends, and most importantly their country. All these people knew what was at stake. The government have threatened to throw the marchers in jail, calling the march illegal, citing reasons such as traffic and business disruption. But we all know better. We can smell their nervousness. The government knows what a successful Bersih march means. A year after the 2007 first Bersih march in 2007, the Barisan National party lost its largest share of votes since 1957 when it started ruling the country after the British left.
The government did make good their promise. More than 1,600 people were arrested. Water cannons and tear gas were fired at the peaceful demonstrators. But they marched on shouting “Bersih, bersih, bersih!” (clean, clean, clean!). All the demonstrators wanted were clean elections, transparency in the ballot counting, freedom of speech. There was no rioting. Just a peaceful walk around the city.
I look back on the event with tearful pride. It’s a watershed moment for the country I was born and raised in. Yet I’m here in the comforts of my home across the globe. I haven’t lived in Malaysia for almost a decade. So I cannot say that I am fully patriotic. Parents have urged their children to take up permanent residency or citizenship elsewhere if they could. “There’s no hope in Malaysia. It’s going to the dogs,” they say. And who knows, perhaps its true. But I look at the leaders of the marchers and can’t help feeling a little embarrassed that I’m here and not back there. These people are willing to sacrifice everything for a cause they feel so strongly about. These people are smart and with good careers. Working with the government would bring them much more financial advantage than working against them. Yet, they march on. They take on a cause bigger than themselves. For their integrity. For the children that would come after them. For their country they call home.
Part of me knows that I am in no position to even comment on the event. Who am I to say anything when I don’t even live in that country anymore. If I left the country, obviously part of me thinks change in that country it is not worth fighting for and the stakes are too high. All this in the name of a better future.
But some part of me wished that I was in Malaysia. To have a place that I call home. I look at the Koreans who are so proud of their heritage and their land, who are so immersed in their culture. When you talk to them, they have a certain pride about their country. That is something I’ve never felt before. Even though I’m somewhat contented with my new country of residency, but it’s definitely not a place I was brought up in. So I think of myself as a global citizen. But just sometimes, I would like to say with certainty and fire in my eyes that I’m a citizen of the country I was born and bred in and will always be.
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On a related note, I am extremely embarrassed by the leader of my country. Watch this video titled “Malaysian Clown” and you will understand why.
After this watershed event, the best he can come up with is to mock the opposition, mock those who suffers for a better life, mock those who fight for a better country to live in. Has he forgotten that he is also a leader of the people whom he laughs at. Has he no words of wisdom for the nation. As a leader of a country, people watch your every word. He is on a platform of influence. Yet he acts like a big bully standing with his little minions behind him in a school playground mocking and teasing the weaker ones. Has he no shame or he is really as stupid as he portrays himself to be?
The nation as a whole is maturing. Financial bribes to win votes do not work as well anymore. I believe that within the next decade, the tide will turn. No longer will BN hold the majority of votes, there will be a balance of power within the Parliament. Democracy will prevail.